Suffered emotional damage almost all the girls will say that the world did a good man, I do not refute this statement; but in fact women and men, do not believe people tired to look at this story!
Based on a true story of Fiction
The lake side of the road, watching the frozen lake ... in such a cold winter, I smell the smell of the past .. passed, and we must be grateful for their salvation is up ?
from December 2003 -2005 in December a full 2 years, I went through a period of extraordinary experience, this experience is both a life, but also the experience of a real story ... we have from Speaking of 2003 ... (this all for real experiences of all the characters in the text are the network name and alias name)
first: the network first met
2003 11 NanJing
winter Nanjing, not too cold, but not so warm ... the southern city of Nanjing is a beautiful city, a capital of six dynasties story ... we will start here ...
me, Nanjing, 86 years 9 native of ... (screen name referred to as sections) after graduating from junior high school, studying at Nanjing, an ordinary high school career ... but I'm starting from high school to play a network game, and also my first online game play Let us not always as easy as an ordinary parent-child communication, then the knowledge and understanding of each other.
from July 2001 I started playing this online game, have paid for, but also spent countless hours wasted away the studies, the inputs of the game is extremely addictive; at home, the computer 24 hours a day hanging, hang up the crazy upgrade, PK; so I have been going on for 2 years ...
2003 8 months, I playing games where the server line with Beijing Beijing GS7 GS2 line and the Beijing GS6 lines merged into the new Beijing Snow servers. co station PK natural and ultimately, the big ... I also contest the first time the station won the first 3 place finish, get the station first to get magic Darksteel Dagger award ...
2003 11 certain day; day I went through a lot of war games in the PK, I consumed a lot of murderous main number, So after 14 o'clock when the PK people gradually dispersed after the war ended, I drove to the capital of farmland species trumpet skills to do the main raw material murderous when someone in the organization where I played a few words, someone to chat? bored, so I think to close this month called the female players.
9 large, one is ten Emei 3, of course, all female number. But in this game extremely boring really very few female players, and most of them are male and female players opening number.
months to think and I opened this talk, and also began this period lasted 2 years as a nightmare on the story ...
think, 1979 years old, a native of Heilongjiang County; very early age came with his parents Tianjin, Dalian and Shenzhen have stayed.
this 7-year-old than me and my girls seem to talk very speculative, and even a kind of feeling ...
think Brief Encounter told me months She is now in Beijing, had just returned to Tianjin, Shenzhen, and later to Beijing to find a job, or with her knowledge in the game with another sister, the sister said she is with us with the server female players the how to love to upgrade PK, mostly friends in the game chat ... so think on that level is very low ... her hotel in Beijing to work to night work, night work almost 11-12 points, so every day Pack the night playing the game chat. morning and went back to sleep in the afternoon and then going to work. seems only to do this way of life, Miss Taiwan; but I did not need to know so much, since it is rare to meet the female game players, it is better to talk on a chat. these hours, we talked a lot of things, games, reality, emotions, life; so I think the time off soon, unknowingly to 7:00. Pack the night time to go to the can not hit your home ah? afraid your girlfriend, right? next, after a few minutes, my phone rang; Beijing's number, I think that is dated, so I take the child's voice, very nice ... I can now basically sure, think that is a true girl of the month. A phone call, number is 010 ..., my phone is 138 ...br> Hang up the phone; No. I hung up, went to bed.
that slept for a long time, sleep is also dead; after this night, no sleep when you die so fragrant After 了 ...
it is already more than 11 pm, I had thought, a grunt to get up, point a cigarette, and went in front of the computer; open the display, see the organization is calling people to chat in to the capital to participate in large PK; so I did not think about, and immediately put on sophisticated equipment, weapons, open the plug-in, fly to the capital. to the door of the capital banks, overcrowding, are engaged in a fierce battle screen where the PK, while the curse, scraper's all there, chaos ... to make a group with several dead bodies on the ground; so I immediately ordered a war command, adding that one of our organization, moves to kill the enemy ... This war has hit 12 points , who has gradually receded almost ... when I bit peckish, went to the kitchen to make a point to eat. I remember thinking over months. give her a piece of information. ; do you call it to my unit. Oh, Broken phone; me to dinner, eat, think I'll send the information on, and she told me she would work, and immediately went to Internet cafes. So I took back to the computer before, waiting for months on the line thinking.
What are you doing? it, we walked ah I think it also took her to a place more beautiful game, such as the magic of the World, Bright Summit, etc..
think I have added a month's QQ, we open the video; Although no one can see who we are; but we can voice chat, chat in the game play side, where our communication easier for some, is no longer a typing, and transformed into the network dialogue.
2 career game and a half years; let my two numbers are barely still is a master, nature protection in the game can also think on this , her fate seemed unjust; outgoing and cheerful, she also was a trace of deep distress, but her performance is very strong; hard to make people aware of the fate of her bitter and sweet.
That night, I gave She sent a text message, began a network of s real love, though the age difference between the poor, but in the virtual network and the real world, this what? let alone a game; life is like drama, life is not a theater? < br> We started in the game started dating again and again; line every day, we send messages, chat phone, talk for 2 hours; think it will, after a day on call me, a thousand miles away and count it? connected to the network with us.
game where we stood face to face with a soft-spoken channel chatting. I took her to her have not been to a lot of beautiful scenes, flying with the plug-in; gradually I no longer had to upgrade the PK which excel in the game, I was; and turned into a rather exciting month for the game thinking the purpose of the ...
the phone, and I always laugh thinking on ; about her past, about her family and her people. just less than a month's time; my mobile phone text messaging plan already finished his 400, which I issued a total of half a month more than 1,200 pieces of information; Of course, almost all thinking on the issue.
thinking on this day on the line, talked for a while, thinking that she is now in a month Beijing's friend's house, she was too tired to sleep first, so that her sister Violet Michelle and I will talk; Purple Jiaxuan and I talked for a while after; suddenly asked me said, right? .. this way, we officially kicked off this courtship ...
day after night, thinking on a video on the machine; I could see her, she did not see me. a beautiful and mature The girl entered my mind ... you see I smoke it? Girl, I hid my true age, I said I was 20; in fact, I was only 18 in 2003, and thinking that she dated 24.
soon, we engaged in online dating ... a day in full swing do the task together, with the sunrise and sunset to see the game ... another day, we chatted for a night on the Internet; the morning and 3 hours of phone conversation, when I lay on the sofa to stop talking before hand, after acid back pain I went and did the game every 1 year (real one month) only once the rice porridge task. has to do 16:00.
Otherwise I was in, to wait for me, I could sleep later point oh When I sleep until 22 o'clock, the phone rang, thinking on the phone;
, how can they drink too much? I'll be oh how ah? to smooth things over, he was gone, mad at me, mother! half-spoiled half-order to dispel the idea; until 7:00 the night thinking time on package, and we also off the assembly line.
this time, perhaps in our hearts, there is the other ... this time I also May do occasionally think to call the hotel bed, thinking my colleagues on some of the sisters also the reality that I was her boyfriend.
Another night, we talked for 2 hours and phone, think I sent a month information, asked me say is not clear.
I came to the phone, You feel bad you? me a message. Nanjing will be requested to look at me. so I readily accepted. But in fact, I am confused, not knowing what in the end will be developed to only take things one step.
Christmas Day, as usual we , chat, Guangzhao; doing some tasks. Articles months to play regularly on my number. is also a favorite of the people, ah, ... on with the game and thinking, is no longer the only upgrade that boring PK; I gave up my number's future, little self upgrade, of course, seldom go to fight in this world that PK was great ... is not that small is not small; even if you have past life I promise, it still hard to find ... there or be square ...
after day, think on in the game told me something that I can not think of time.
What is it? Whatever it is, I will not let you come, it will not do your I'm pregnant ...My boyfriend in Shenzhen, I returned to Beijing after the discovery of the Do not me? Over the past will not be too simple, is certainly more complex; although I did not think she is now pregnant with her boyfriend in Shenzhen when the child, but I accepted.
more than 4 months, and I always wanted out, but one is not able to save money, work, but have spent a lot of money though, and second, I'm afraid to go the hospital ah month ... not too much made out.
May not believe, I do not think I can take it, perhaps this is fate and destiny ... In fact, I think of it, thinking and the development of months and I know so fast, do not rule out is to find a lover to help her out this child, but how can like? I can not think a lot.
Really Want to be with you and with you, the number of stars in the sky to collect the spring shower, Really Want to be with you listen to you tell the old stories, breakdown of affection in your eyes, want to come want to come with you Really Want and travels to mountains and rivers all over Haijiaotianya make every day are concatenated into our most
the most beautiful memories of the beautiful second:
2004 years into the reality of the coming New Year; also at this time, think on a good set January 8, 2004 the train from Beijing to Nanjing ; together with her sister, 8 January 2004 when the afternoon text message: the , sleeping up to almost arrived, so I played one night BNB, because no thinking is no longer on the Jin Yong game interesting. drank 2 big cups of coffee, could not sleep.
Day 2 that is, January 9, 2004, I will never forget this day. I order good clothes, my father sent to my grandfather Jiaqu Zhu a; I have this thing, and my father said; my father did not say anything , because in fact he was not a person will live and lead, combined with my mother's death; he had no, basically the default of our dealings; of course, the things she was pregnant, my father do not know; I do not allow He knew. I 7:00 to walk 3 kilometers to Nanjing Railway Station.
until 9:30 train to Nanjing Railway Station, I'll be waiting; at the train station around together; I also sent messages to tell the thinking months I have to. think happy months, I am so early. When the clock points to 9:20, when I came the long-awaited broadcast station was being rebuilt; can not enter the station. so I waited in the station; now thinking has come out on; but I did not see her. the phone rings, think of the month.
cried.
when the telephone has been hung up, I looked back and saw the months to stop me thinking, slight smile; I actually did not find.
think I finally see nearly month, the network 2 months experienced the love of the lover. her plump, beautiful, mature.
our taxi back home; in the taxi, I asked her whether the success along the way. She also gave me cigarettes, of course, her little baggage to a plastic bag, the main thing that was missing in Beijing, because the purple and goes back after New Year Xuan Beijing to continue school.
an apartment house and I think for months ... we in the computer front She looked at us a month of computer communication, recall this month of virtual love life; very happy the way; of course, for me, is true.
From this beginning, we lived together. This is the experience of 2 years has thus started ...
day, think on me cook; South and the North taste the difference, and did not stop the distance between us; we go shopping, together with water and soil; also go the Xuanwu Lake, looking at the beautiful lake, the southern winter is very cold, I will open air; day are still playing the game. My father and grandfather had seen her; and said nothing, because they do not understand, will not understand our thinking on this experience and countless stories behind; even what time, I also did not think there is more background waiting for me ... but the reality of the problem and can not be avoided; thinking on big belly up the day; we decided in February and her sister, which together Changzhou to Beijing, she said, try to find her parents in Tianjin, the sister did get some money ...
2004 年 2 children early morning of April 13, we finally boarded the train to Beijing, due to the spring, train tension, we are a temporary seat passenger; to open 23 hours to get to Beijing. we do the hard seat sleeper compartment is converted, after the conductor agreed to the top of the upper let us sleep; but only one person to sleep and I think there are purple Jiaxuan for a month to sleep; of course we are thinking to take care of months, after all, she is now pregnant in the body and has been 5 months. shaking sound of the train, moving slowly forward. On the train, I asked her, 22:00 May 14, Beijing
night we finally reached the capital, Beijing; this day is Valentine's Day; also I think the first month with Valentine's Day; is my 4th trip to Beijing, and also the most special one . Once I met a lot of 3 games in Beijing netizens in Beijing went to class. but this is a favorite with people in my life, the life of the other half to the capital Beijing. We are the last bus to catch a subway, and taxi only to the original place where they lived. 2 months did not come back because the landlord to sublet the house; we can only go to bars night package; we came to think it used to come to the cafe, which is the month when we love the Internet Internet cafes, Internet cafes on network management are all thinking very familiar with the old customers. seat the three of us to continue playing the first 2 days net bag of gold ... the night time comes; us off the plane, go to Beijing the earlier; and then started in the Western Board said this not so big looking for a place where small is not small; from 7:30 has been found in 11 points, and finally south Zhaoliaoyichu cottage in the West Bureau; already chilling in Beijing cold cold; but I think a month is all because of the warm heart of love; I do not even feel pain; do not regret, and thinking together ...
months to find a house, we found a driver move; three years although my youngest; but after all I am male, but also thinking months pregnant. I kept while carrying things; very tired, not to mention no sleep the night; I do not have the slightest complaint; love power is the case, so you can forget all the unpleasant ... Finally we have finally finished sorting; due to a bed, I sleep in it, think the middle of January to sleep, most sleep out of purple Xuan.
to move those homes, but also settle down; we did not add up with how much money; soon come to the end; thinking on to her sister and friends all play on the phone and did not borrow money, she could not do the child and her family said. I After going through all the phone numbers of friends Beijing. finally asked two other reasons the game did not seem to contact friends borrow 2000 dollars, we really expected a call.
but this does not resolution; we Changping Purple Xuan her back to the University; we decided to go to Tianjin, an abortion, after all, Beijing is very expensive. in Tianjin, we think the month went home, thinking their parents do not know the month and I think the relationship between month ; only introduced me to one of her friends; wait for a while, say ... but we are back to Beijing in Tianjin, in fact, is not smooth; the money is running out; that night, thinking months and I can not sleep;
, feelings sometimes can not be measured in monetary terms, and eventually prove it, or my father helped us.
So we bought tickets, March 1; we ride T66 train from Beijing to return Nanjing. in the car, thinking reflects the month began vomiting and discomfort of pregnancy, and the total want to eat something; do what they eat vomit, I feel more and more depressed.
the two of us back to Nanjing, my father, of course very angry and very angry; but out of frustration; is this boy to help her solve .3 4, thinking on entering the operating room, the operation of the word, is ... When I sign that this child is all When I; I think silently for months to pay with no regrets; because true love is without any justification; do not need any reason; love is the most beautiful thing in the world, and most faithful; perhaps the least Reliable think it ...
months labor before she hurt hurt, In it, do not be afraid, certainly the last, came out from the operating room ... ? So I think I love to come out hard successful. I have been waiting for you outside the operating room is slowly getting old with you, little by little laughter along the way collections, leaving to a later sitting in a rocking chair chatted ...
third: January unmarried mothers
think I already know in the end how old age does not stop us. just think after surgery on day 3 night, I watched the television room, a news section in the play the story of an unmarried mother; simply curious and I think May said.
is really, really have. Students ; was thinking only 18 months; was 19 years old and pregnant with her boyfriend's first two children; the soft-hearted, she is not willing to live a life dead, after all, the meat fell from his body; to such a wrong choice the birth, and after giving birth to 1 year after, the boyfriend to break up with her. From this child's father by the parents and children think their parents each month to support the now.
I do in bed edge, involuntary tears fell down ...
a home; your mind at ease, to be back after the surgery I'll try to give you the money sent to, you will find a better, younger than you, you know? said; I could not bear to leave her, but also reluctant to accept this fact!
why this would happen to me? Why Why???
; I asked
month smiled thinking, it is a very sad kind of helpless laughter, thinking on the tears. the air seemed to freezing for a long time; long time before I say, laugh; perhaps with tears, because she knows this is not possible, but I, after all, they have a grace; is such a love of their own; himself in love with her, then first left to continue it, maybe take the day to day , happy day to day for it ... and I do not understand; why I would accept, with a trace of confusion in the desolate ...
3 8 March, Women's Day; thinking on the hospital. I helped her from the ward out of the elevator; a taxi back home.
3 km long journey did not seem a lot, I think to take care of the month, the fear of what her pain. This time, thinking back to home on , which the network is no longer my past, lover of the simple; but an unmarried mother. In fact, months and I know from thinking, from thinking on my door began to move, I have been doomed to bear this fact. < br> back to home after; she continues to lie in bed for a child, I still; many do not understand; I know, try to carefully take care of her; because she has become a part of my life; or Xu Duisi month, she is right to think so.
which we no longer play the game; the game is our matchmaker; We will not forget that a wonderful network of happy days; though fictitious; but now is the reality; reality is painful, escape through the network; Perhaps I used to like it. But the emergence of months thinking, led me out of this virtual world; live in this reality! doing strong self- .
think the fact that months have a son, can not be avoided, it is inescapable. from us, the thinking on the parents and sister, no less affinity to Nanjing to call on the one hand, think of the mother, though not dated I know how; but look out I was very young; so that we can not be together, so thinking back to Tianjin on quickly; there is a child is not the main account, thinking has to escape on 6 years; No account is destined to not be a good school. On this day, I do think on a meal; we eat together; thinking on the sister to call the child from Tianjin to the account; let him go to school; on the account can only do DNA identification ; or marriage and then divorce; the two no matter what, for me, can not accept and face ... I could not eat, quietly walked into the bedroom; I cried; we have looked at the network computer gold screenshots; me speechless ... love is wrong? understanding is wrong? also quietly on with the thinking came ... It was just a dependency; on it! we separate it ..., all the frustration is to happen to me ... What can I say?
think what month did not say, but hold me, help me wipe the tears; point of the cigarettes, silent in the solidification The air looked at each other ...
age, if the distance is not love; then the child? If thinking over the past month I can not care about; even if I was her 11th boyfriend, then she have children the facts? Who can tell me this is not the margin? not; which no one would tell us when.
passage of time also; this time, we played the Confucius Temple in Nanjing; Xinjiekou, basaltic Lake; a day of happiness with the sad ...
think playing on very, very outgoing; very cheerful, fun, a lot of places in Nanjing; also a lot of good things and I think tastes month are similar, by her influence, I'm getting to like her ...
